The Writing process

The writing process
My writing process is kind of special, because I like to be alone, I hate people whose are distracting just for fun, I like to be honest I not a good writer my spelling is horrible, The grammar is not my ability, I have always been horrify about to write a paper, because I don't have the ability to express my feelings, when I want to write a paper my mind turn blank, I don't remember what to write about, I remember when I was in High school that my teacher call me miss verbs, because I knew the verb but I always use those in the same way, never changed like for example I used to use write, when I have to use wrote and this problem is going on right now, it's always the same. The same of writing has been a problem with me, and more in this time for the reason that I not native from here am very different English than Spanish all my life I have been writing in Spanish and from three years ago to now I have to write in English. Sometimes when I have to write an essay my imagination comes out in Spanish but not in English so have to be translated to English after I already have an idea of what am I doing, I don’t like to be thinking in another things when I writing because I mix them all so when I finish my expression is like what Am I doing? The clue here that I like to be very concentrate in my work I don’t like people cheering around me trying to distract me.